-- "Ending" --  
I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me..
but it's hard to stay mad, when. there's so much beauty in the world.
Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much;
my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...

And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it; and
then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but
gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...
             
You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure...
but don't worry...   you will someday.

("American Beauty" by Alan Ball)